Dysfunctions Full Throttle

All the years of counseling and therapy, won't cure you of all the deep down, embedded dysfunctions that shaped you, your personality and the way you interact with the ones you are closest with. Over 29 years of therapy for me and, in an instant, I can go back 50 years and feel 6 all over again.

At that moment, I feel the need to scream, leave, put ear plugs in or just plain drift away to another planet. I need silence to get away from that point and time. The last thing needed is to hear more, or explanations of why what's said, is said. No explanations needed, that doesn't help, I've already heard it and I've already gone to THAT place and time.

Maybe I do need even more therapy, counseling, EMDR, hypnosis, whatever. Just STOP!!!!